Yet again I put in a lot of time, energy, and love into someone who couldn’t do that same I guess. Or just didn’t want to. I’m starting to think this whole “love” thing isn’t for me. Maybe I’m just meant to be alone. How could one person make me so happy when I see them turn into the person that makes me so sad when I see them now? Riddle me that, Followers. Cause I’ve got nothing, but a headache and heartache.
Kinda hard to believe that everything is gonna be okay and will work out when you tell me one thing, but clearly mean something else.
Hugging. Kissing. Tight cuddles. Short walks and long talks. All smiles. Time well spent. Love.
Distance between us. Short talks. Few kisses and weak cuddles. Ignored. No time shared. Feelings fading.
What’s a guy to do?
If you love someone and you want to be with them then tell them and be with them.
My bed is empty, I’m miserable, and I can’t do anything about it. Helplessness is an awful feel to possess.
I try and I try, but I personally don’t feel like I’m being a good boyfriend. I don’t wanna be doing things right most of the time, I want to being doing them right all the time. Within reason of course. I don’t know, maybe I’m just being stupid. I just feel like Emily isn’t as happy with me as she should be. Which intern makes me feel worse. Blah blah blah. I’m going to bed cause I’m lame and don’t wanna annoy her more than I already have.